1. |
The Solace...
01:21
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i find a sort of happiness
when i inflict pain on
myself
i feel some sense of peace
with a
razor
pressed to my wrist
i made friends with the
voices in my head
...and as the seasons change
everything stays the same
but somewhere along the way
in the midst of it all
i
found
the
s o l a c e
i n
s u f f e r i n g
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2. |
The End Is Unsettling
02:34
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another morning covered in sweatAnother morning covered in sweat
Suicidal thoughts
Bloodshot eyes filled with Dread
It’s the same cycle that i’ve tried to break
But all i did was run around in circles
that’s when my eyes opened
Its an off color entrance
With a blind exit
Cause when i leave
i’ll be swinging from the tree
Blind to the ones who told me
Forever sleep
Forever Sleep
I’m trying to put myself
back together
But i’m stuck in a world where the suffering is pleasure
all my thoughts are why i weep
i’m tired of dreaming about dying
I cry tears of blood
For the ones i hurt
Now my eyes shut
As i see a solution by slamming on the gas pedal
And that’s why i didn’t stop at the red light
I pray for release
as i drive towards the headlights
You had so much to live for
all I had were closed doors
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3. |
Mendicant
02:30
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a flawed system of denominations
a whole nation on their knees
collecting money from the poor
while priests live in luxury
its such a jagged concept
using a book as a reason to hate
such a fictitious mindset
under the steeple where you congregate
why must you force it
just cut the bullshit
you bible thumping hypocrite
i don’t want it
one nation under god?
one nation under fear
if god’s so great then why does cancer exist?
a gun to your head and a blade to your wrist
something a bible verse will never fix
i found more faith in myself than a man on a crucifix
a faith fueled by violence
you're all self righteous
a belief surrounded in aversion
your thought on heaven is so certain
bow your fucking head
pray to your false deity
realize your god is dead
welcome to reality
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4. |
A Proposition Of Death
03:07
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5. |
Stuck
03:16
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held captive a ball and chain
set free with a bullet to the brain
my hands shake
fumble with the trigger
death's waiting with open arms
a steady mind is hard to maintain
obsessively dreaming of my own grave
cut my loose from my misery
pull the plug send me down the drain
i'm lost in oblivion
blinded by darkness
i try to climb out of this hole
but it's a long way back to the top
its
a
long
way
back
back to the top
its
a
long
way
back
the pain never stops
terrified of life
biting down on the knife
god
tell me
what i did to deserve this
misery
is
a son of a bitch
this old soul has been laid to rest
torture and agony have been suppressed
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6. |
...In Suffering
00:58
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